u/Frosty_Persimmon_253

I'm an Asian man located in California (outer Los Angeles area in the northern valley area).

5'10, have long-medium length black hair and bit on the extra build.

This would be my first time as a donor. I don't have any kids yet. I'd also be willing to co-parent in helping raise a child.

I've always wanted to be a parent and am at a point in life where I should've had a family by now but could never meet the right woman who's wanting to really commit.

Able to provide recent HIV results as I took a recent blood test with my doctor.

Also I never had intercourse before so this would be a big moment for me if doing N.I.

Must be able to meet locally as I can't travel beyond the valley area.

Feel free to dm anytime to get to know more about me.

My whole life I feel like I've always been an outcast. Like someone who should've never existed. I've always been nice to others and never did anything wrong. Yet I've always felt invisible and ignored when I try to reach out to others. Here's a breakdown of my miserable life:

* I'm 29 years old and still living with my parents due to the current economy.

* I completely have no social life and only ever have this one friend I've maintained contact with since middle school.

* I've never had a gf. No one has ever shown any interest in me.

* I'm a major introvert and never outgoing except going to the store to shop then head back home.

* I don't work and my only source of income is through an online store from my hobby in toy collecting and doing buying/selling.

* Although my hobbies and interests doesn't bring me joy anymore. Having to spend it all alone and not sharing it with a significant other.

I've tried all the dating apps and never get a match. I don't think I'll ever feel true happiness nor what it's like to ever be loved.

I feel stuck and feel so empty all the time. I barely even feel alive anymore, just automatically passing through the days just to see what happens next. I'm nearing 30 this year and I don't want to spend the next decade alone anymore. My only hope is finding a potential partner to give me the motivation I need in life and the will to continue living.