u/FuN_970

Im pretty confident with my typology in gen but idk about my own tritype. I'm certain that I'm 49x bc I heavily relates to those two the most in each triad but idk if I can relate entirely to the head triad at all.

Maybe I'm just dumb lol I can't exactly explain myself unless some1 ask me questions

What's the difference between trifix and tritype?

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Side note: This is just for funsies ^^

1. What's your biggest fear?

Abandonment and disappointing people I guess? But it's not like in a people pleaser way, I fear that making people disappointed in me feels like I was not achieving their expectations of me. I genuinely feel ashamed in things I did, even if it was a common mistake because I can't never know how people around me expect me to behave, especially my closed ones. Im scared that one day I will not have any roles in my closed ones' life and they would just leave me like that.

2. What's your biggest desire?

I genuinely want to express myself more openly to the world but I feel ashamed to do that because of ppl's judgement tbh. I truly want to know full potential of myself and how far can I genuinely go and create.

3. What are you "the best" at?

I don't know, seriously. Whenever I feel like finding something positive in myself I would always feel like I'm not good enough at it or seeing it as something basic and everyone knows how to do it. I feel so ashamed of myself for trying my best at achieving it because I would probably look dumb. I genuinely want to have skill that would impress ppl ngl.

4. How do you see yourself right now?

Someone who tends to avoid their problems Ig?? Because whenever there's an upcoming event that makes me anxious or smth I would just cope in many different ways except for actually finding a solution to it. I also not a talker usually but I am pretty friendly if I say so myself

5. How do you see yourself 5 years from now?

Maybe becoming someone more confident? Or maybe getting a decent job that I like and have money? Idk I just want to tell the world who I really am lol

6. How do you express yourself?

By painting but that's just once in a blue moon thing. Usually I organize my pins in Pinterest board or Spotify playlist so ppl can get my vibes ykwim? Or maybe writing a whole ass paragraph like what I'm doing rn except I never really publish it before

7. How do you feel about those near you (family, friends)?

Family: I really love my family but I don't think I want to share everything to them at all. I feel like all of us has different interests and I don't them to judge me by it. I do tend to share more stuff to my mom bc she's cool I love her 🫶

Friends: I extremely get along just fine with my friends because I trust them enough to not look down on me or even judge me for being myself (Yes I rlly scared of judgement leave me alone). I don't have any online friends tho because I don't know how to communicate well with new ppl. I feel I can just share anything stored in my thoughts to them and I really love them for that :)

8. How do you feel about strangers?

I have a mentality that all of them are nice in some way. Tho one any type of negative body language detected (side eye, click tongue) and I don't want to talk to them anymore (even tho I usually continue bc I don't want ppl to see me as pathetic)

9. How do you deal with conflict?

It depends on who I'm having a conflict with. If it's like an acquaintance or coworkers I'll just try to resolve it by simple communication and seeing how it rises on the first place. If it's a friend tho I'm throwing a whole ass emotional dump first THEN I'm doing the same thing as I did with acquaintances.

10. How do you deal with changes?

Unless it's something that's gonna bother me or my reputation in a long term, I don't really care about it 🤷

11. How do you deal with your emotions?

Ultimate doomscroll. Seriously tho I rarely vent because I'm too lazy to do so. Maybe I'll just take a look at my comfort character idk. But I would priotize stabilizing my emotions back B4 doing something else

12. What do you hope to avoid doing or being? What values are important to you?

First question: Being a laughing stock it did not feel good at all 💔

Second question: Me or other people? It's extremely important to me that I should try hard to not show my negative emotions outwardly because I don't want to shoo them away. Other people, I guess I just want them to tolerate me

13. What do you hope to accomplish in your life?

Refer to 2 plus I want to be rich. Not luxury rich just rich enough to live comfortably without needing to worry about debt. I also want a cat

14. How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?

If it isn't anything too complicated, I'll just help them lol. Idk why but ppl asking for MY help really gives me a sense of self-worth and confidence and I quiet like it. Plus, I love that they decide to trust me :)

15. Do you need logical consistency in your life?

Not sure about that. I guess maybe?

16. How important is your image in regards to how others perceive you? Do you want to be perceived in a certain way? Does it bother you if you are perceived in some other way that the one you wish to be perceived with?

As much as I wanted to act nonchalant and don't rlly care about how ppl think, my image are rlly important to me. I don't need to earn someone's admiration or love, I just don't want to be criticized openly and be looked down at. Maybe someone unique in certain way, I'm not rlly sure about the second question. Because I wanted ppl to treat me normally but at the same time I lowk want to give impact to their lives, even if it's just a teeny tiny bit. Idrc what ppl perceive me as tho just don't want it to be negative or deemed as lower than them. I hate being looked down upon.

17. How important is financials, security and survival to you? This includes having sufficient resources, avoiding danger and maintaining a fundamental sense of structure or wellbeing.

Financials, pretty important. The others are a little important to me as I don't want to die early but dare I say if I were an immortal, I would try to kill myself in multiple occasions just because I want to feel how is it like, maybe I could even make a ranking out of it lol

18. What is your reaction and thoughts to others' rejection, criticism and disapproval of you?

If it's people I have no compatibility with; idrc tbh. I can't find the reason on why I should earn their acceptance if I found them equally irritating. If it's someone I admire/close with; :(

19. What is the importance of the concepts, ideas and meaning behind things to you? Are you trying to make sense in your everyday life?

I donno about importance but I genuinely enjoy those type of things. I see it as a way to expand my insights of some topics. As for second question, idk about making sense to it but I often unconsciously thinking about it regardless of the situation I'm currently in. Some might even call this daydreaming

20. What are your thoughts on expressing your vulnerability?

Lowk sounds scary but I want ppl to understand me tho

21. Would you consider yourself a jealous and/or possessive person? What do you think is the cause?

Shit maybe. I feel extremely self conscious as soon as my bsf start to get along with some other ppl. I don't really express it to her ofc I don't want her to think I'm possessive or smth. Idk maybe the thought of her replacing me with someone else really irritate me bc I want to be special to her. Seriously. I don't want to be replaced easily. I tried to make her show her vulnerability to me as much as possible so that the chance of that happening becomes slim. I felt really bad abt doing it tho. (Dw about us we had a talk about this and it's all good now)

22. What makes you feel guilty? How do you deal and cope with such feelings? Do you seek to fix it, or do you dwell on them?

I feel guilty when I trouble others, even for the smallest thing. I don't want ppl to think that I'm a nuisance. Usually, I just try to find a solution but if it's a really big problem, I would probably dwell on it for the longest time and blame myself everytime I think about it.

23. What do you think is an example of an ideal person? Emphasize which qualities are more important to you, and explain wether this ideal is something you'd want to be or someone you would like to seek out.

Someone with high IQ and EQ. A leader that genuine care about the people they lead. Someone who doesn't actually look down on people and treat everyone as equal. In typology term; maybe 2V. As much as I want to be this specific type, hell no it's impossible. It's just someone I really admire tho and I hope more ppl can appreciate them.

24. How do you view and judge reality?

Something I cannot avoid as much as I wanted to. Reality sucks, but ig that's what make feels I really am a human being. Someone with a sense of morality and responsibility. Someone who have specific opinion about specific matter. As impossible as it seems, I always feel like there's a little bit of hope in healing reality itself. (An attempt to be sentimental ahh)

My English sucks lowk don't mind the grammar