u/FuckingLingererMan

Recommended to crosspost from the DMT sub-

I’ve had this 5-MEO vape for about 2 years but have never actually tried it with the understanding that it’s powerful and not to be toyed with. I do have psychedelic experience and used to dabble with NN-DMT and probably have about 100ish breakthroughs with that but haven’t done it in at least 5 years because “when you get the answer, hang up the phone” kinda thing.

Well now I find myself at somewhat of a spiritual crossroads. I no longer (or maybe never have) feel confident in what I believe is going on, in the spiritual sense. I kinda feel like the 5-MEO is calling to me and will perhaps teach me something that I need to know at this time in my life. I have read about other people’s experiences and watched the documentary “5MEO: Are Some Doors Better Left Unopened?” Which admittedly made me a little apprehensive to take the dive.

I don’t like the idea of depending on a drug/chemical reaction for some kind of spiritual awakening but I’m also not against it if it truly is the best method. My partner isn’t a big fan of this idea and suggested that I try meditation first but I’ve never been good at silencing my mind. I guess my question is; Does this seem like the proper headspace/time for me to partake in such a powerful substance given my dilemma?

TLDR: Should I do 5MEO for the intention of spiritual inspiration/guidance?

So I’ve had this 5-MEO vape for about 2 years but have never actually tried it with the understanding that it’s powerful and not to be toyed with. I do have psychedelic experience and used to dabble with NN-DMT and probably have about 100ish breakthroughs with that but haven’t done it in at least 5 years because “when you get the answer, hang up the phone” kinda thing.

Well now I find myself at somewhat of a spiritual crossroads. I no longer (or maybe never have) feel confident in what I believe is going on, in the spiritual sense. I kinda feel like the 5-MEO is calling to me and will perhaps teach me something that I need to know at this time in my life. I have read about other people’s experiences and watched the documentary “5MEO: Are Some Doors Better Left Unopened?” Which admittedly made me a little apprehensive to take the dive.

I kinda hate the idea of depending on a drug/chemical reaction for some kind of spiritual awakening but I’m also not against it if it truly is the best method. My partner isn’t a big fan of this idea and suggested that I try meditation first but I’ve never been good at silencing my mind. I guess my question is; Does this seem like the proper headspace/time for me to partake in such a powerful substance given my dilemma?

TLDR: Should I do 5MEO for the intention of spiritual inspiration/guidance?