CSVTU f*cked my life
I was a straight A student 95% and 97% CBSE 10th 12th got ACL two months before JEE exam still scored 91 percentile and was proud of myself but I wanted civil or chemical engineering nothing else so I gave CG-PET also got 103 in that joined a CSVTU affiliated college in Raipur and CSVTU was like let's fuck this guy's life 1 sem 2 back, 2 sem 1 back, 3 sem 2 back reval amount spent total = 12000/- not a single mark added in each subjects till date and in the subjects in which I do even pass have not scored more than 57 in them till this year.
I have such a stress build up every day that once I called my father and legit started crying because I was ashamed and didn't understand what was going wrong my parents have literal disappointment in them whenever I visit home.
On top of that if I don't clear my 1 sem backs now along with 8 exams I will have a year back, I don't know what to do.
I have started having sucidal thoughts since joining CSVTU and now it's not like I change now it's second year already.