u/GOATED_Introvert

Today is almost 24 days gone after neet but still I'm depressed, overthinking

My body is getting panic attacks every time(heartbeat increases, hand-feet getting cold & numb, mobile is slipping from hand , shaking hand etc)

Suddenly my chest- heart felt heavy

No more interested in food, surviving on a piece of roti

Getting weaker day by day, just feels like ki mar jau 🙂

Almost 10+ day ho gye ReNeet announced hue but mai nhi padh paa raha hu🙂😭

Now come to the point,

I posted the same thing on around 10 may, but mujhe supports ke jagah bas hate mila, and I'm expecting this time also I'm getting a lot of hate

After the 3rd may a girl who met from reddit, started ignoring me while she we are good friends

She always talks with me, sends daily voice notes of songs and a lot

But why is suddenly angry hating me

Although she gives me hints she is leaving me , she removed me from ig and finally she deleted all the chats from telegram from both sides

When I asked she did , she started ignoring & abusing me after a time and finally blocked me on 6th of may

While she is active/online any time

Befor blocking me when I asked her why she is ignoring me you are active all times she called me you are creep stalking me 🙂

I cried a lot and finally tried to msg once again from making new id from others phone she called me - kyu piche pada h mere and blocked me once again

I'm totally broken after this and I'm getting all the possible overthinking about her , Ishe just stuck in my mind

All day I'm just crying & scrolling ig & seeing her blocked profile 🙂🙂😭😭😭

Today is almost 24 days gone after neet but still I'm depressed, overthinking

My body is getting panic attacks every time(heartbeat increases, hand-feet getting cold & numb, mobile is slipping from hand , shaking hand etc)

Suddenly my chest- heart felt heavy

No more interested in food, surviving on a piece of roti

Getting weaker day by day, just feels like ki mar jau 🙂

Almost 10+ day ho gye ReNeet announced hue but mai nhi padh paa raha hu🙂😭

Now come to the point,

I posted the same thing on around 10 may, but mujhe supports ke jagah bas hate mila, and I'm expecting this time also I'm getting a lot of hate

After the 3rd may a girl who met from reddit, started ignoring me while she we are good friends

She always talks with me, sends daily voice notes of songs and a lot

But why is suddenly angry hating me

Although she gives me hints she is leaving me , she removed me from ig and finally she deleted all the chats from telegram from both sides

When I asked she did , she started ignoring & abusing me after a time and finally blocked me on 6th of may

While she is active/online any time

Befor blocking me when I asked her why she is ignoring me you are active all times she called me you are creep stalking me 🙂

I cried a lot and finally tried to msg once again from making new id from others phone she called me - kyu piche pada h mere and blocked me once again

I'm totally broken after this and I'm getting all the possible overthinking about her , Ishe just stuck in my mind

All day I'm just crying & scrolling ig & seeing her blocked profile 🙂🙂😭😭😭

It's reality/blind truth that NEVER BELIEVE IN DELHI + E-girl.

You start hating that one particular girl when she didn't give a single chance for saying goodbye or Reason

If you want to leave - you just say I wont be talk anymore because..when you start ignoring blocking it's hurt like hell

When you are online but you are ignoring

On reddit I found a girl she is from reddit in end feb.

And we started talking

& She is closed and she said after neet she prop me

And I'm just she as a friend not attached with her but

I'm gett addicted because she is only one jisse mai thodi bahot baat karta tha

And then end April is coming she started ignoring me.. & I think she might be busy because of paper ; and she is online every time but she removed me from everywhere & main socha paper ke baad puchunga abhi thik nhi

And after paper I asked why she is ignoring while she is always online

She started talking rudely then she blocked me from everywhere after saying that - I FU\*King hate you..

& She give me hint before neet but ....

And when suddenly I meet again her on reddit then she block me and deleted her I'd instantly.

I'm scoring 448 in neet without much of hard work.

Is there a possibility of re-neet?

So I can study hard and get decent or better marks🙂🙂

Mera paper acha nhi gya,

Meri ek hi female friend thi usne bhi baatein karna band kar diya, she is ignoring like hell, aur wo har time online rahti h par mujhse baat nhi kar rahi neet ke paper ke baad se she is scoring around 650

Main 3-4 din na kha pa raha na so pa raha hu

Pata nhi bahot ajib sa feel ho rha h

Aur wo mujhe feb end ke around hi mili thi is attempt ke

Kya karu😭

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