u/GainBasic328

I tried the whole day, prayed, did ibadat, dikhr, dua recitation, fasted

I did everything, but at the end of the day I had this huge argument w my mom and I was ungrateful and ahrgrhrh now its all over. I can't believe I acted that way, my dua is not gonna get accepted.

I just i really needed this dua to get accepted and i dont know what to do except sit here and cry.

The one day I needed it to go well and this happened and now its all over.

soooo ive been watching this show called Off Campus and i NEEEEEED to go w my friends on an ice rink to skate

any ideas where we could go?

my subjects are

Bio HL

Chem HL

Lang and Lit HL

French SL

Math Ai SL

Physics SL

i wanna pursue medicine in the future, so I need a 43-44

I (almost adult, female) am gonna say this without sounding insane but I kind of have a problem where I cannot be bored or activitiy-less without falling back into depression spirals. I somehow always need to be doing something, whether its painting or writing, but im sort of running out of stuff to do.

During non summer time, when I'm constantly working/studying till I'm bone dead tired, it honestly feels kinda nice.

Should I just start studying for the next term? Should I write a novel? I don't know what to do with myself!!!

I've been painting tote bags which is a niche hobby, so anything similar to that?

I've heard depression never hits a moving target, so if any of you have any long term activities or maybe idk online courses or small bucket list goals, lemme know!!! IT WONT GET ME THIS YR

what were they last yr?

and are they expected to be lower this time?

since technology came in m25, im thinking of leaving that...i mean it possibly cant come again right?

and i think it hobbies was also pretty recent too. what are you guys doing??

theres no time left ahrgrhh