u/Galicizer

My mother had a hole in the middle of her body from under the tip of her nose to the bottom of her abdomen. It wasn’t bloody hole or anything. It was like the skin was already healed and the hole would stretch apart like a zipper. It was body horror. I am not on speaking terms with my mom and I haven’t see her in 4 or so years. I recently went through two breakups and am debating whether having casual sex is going to harm my ability to love and have the relationship I truly want. How does this dream reflect the anima? I also messed up a relationship I had with lady I really clicked together with because her friend tricked me because she was jealous of the attention

It started with a choking sensation 3 months ago. My ex tested positive for mono. When I got tested a month later it was negative. I got a full std panel and was clear too. The lymph nodes in my neck on only one side are swollen and my neck and sternocleidomastoid muscle and where it connects between the collar bone and aspophageous are in a lot of pain. I went to the gym today and it feels like reality is moving in fast motion and I get intense brain fog. It lasted for a week straight last time. I feel so stupid and forgetful when everything is like this. My field of view feels zoomed-in and everything moves strangely in my vision like it’s sped-up. I did recently get a crown put in and I swear it’s infected because of the bad smell that started but the dentists told me it’s unrelated to the throat pain and swollen lymph nodes and I should speak to an ENT. I did speak to an ENT and I even got an MRI and they said I had “reactive lymph nodes”. I was on antibiotics for a week and I think it helped but that’s probably because I was also resting as I got fired from my job because I’ve been heavily brainfoggy and my coworkers noticed.

It started with a choking sensation 3 months ago. My ex tested positive for mono. When I got tested a month later it was negative. I got a full std panel and was clear too. The lymph nodes in my neck on only one side are swollen and my neck and sternocleidomastoid muscle and where it connects between the collar bone and aspophageous are in a lot of pain. I went to the gym today and it feels like reality is moving in fast motion and I get intense brain fog. It lasted for a week straight last time. I feel so stupid and forgetful when everything is like this. My field of view feels zoomed-in and everything moves strangely in my vision like it’s sped-up