I’m about to give up and make porn
I 21f have applied to at least 100 job listings over the past month. Out of those I’ve only gotten two in person interviews. The interviews went great but I was ghosted by both companies and didn’t even get a rejection email. I’m a college student, have no criminal record, a lot of customer service experience and I’m good with computers. I honestly have no clue as to why someone wouldn’t hire me, I’m great with people. I’m running out of money and don’t know what else to do. The price of everything keeps going up and my savings keeps dropping fast. Pretty soon I probably won’t have enough gas money to get to an interview if I even get one. I’m so stressed out that I’m barely sleeping and I’ve lost a lot of weight because of the stress. I genuinely don’t see a way out of it and I’m so frustrated because I shouldn’t even have to think about selling my body just to survive but what other option is there. Doordash and uber eats is pointless because I’d have to drive 45 minutes just to get to a town to even start delivering. And gas is so expensive I wouldn’t make any profit. I’m just so tired, I cry myself to sleep almost every night. I feel so useless and like there’s something wrong with me because what about me is so bad that I can’t even get a minimum wage job. I’ve been hit on by creepy men my whole life, I knew what a man’s piece was before I knew basic math so why not just make porn, it’s all I’ll ever be good for probably. I already feel worthless so I might as well just full send it. I’m so close to just giving up