u/IncreaseSea278

really don't know what to do at this point anymore I'm a 30-year-old male and my girlfriend is 28. She recently lost her mom to cancer nine months ago and I know the pain is not gonna go away in nine months and it's gonna take years to recover. She has mental health problems, anxiety, depression it takes medication for it. She abuses her anxiety medication. Takes them all to pretty much a week and if it lasts longer than a week, it doesn't make it to two weeks. She tells me she's gonna kill herself all the time and then it's my fault that if I wanted to find her anxiety meds on the street that I would, but I'm not helping her enough I work 70 hours a week. I help her financially I clean her house. for her because she's not able to due to depression. The constant threat of her killing herself is turning my life into nothing but hell I don't want her to feel like she needs to do this, but I also don't know what to do to stop it. I know it's not my fault but I know I'm not gonna be able to live with myself if she does do something to herself