I get disgustingly angry (literally)
I have only done this like 5 or 6 times in my life where I have been beyond enraged.
I have struggled with anger issues my whole life and my emotionally and verbally abusive mother did not help with that. She has NEVER done this but she has taught me that responding with anger is the only way you can be heard.
Recently, I’ve been having some REALLY frustrating issues with my dorm mate and he’s been trying to make my life living hell before he moves out. He hides from me but does petty shit (breaking the shower knob, not cleaning up after himself, and treating mutual friends like shit).
I confronted him and he was “idk what you’re talking about” and that sent me over the EDGE.
So I smeared a LITTLE of my shit and piss on everything he owns that he hasn’t yet moved to his room. Dribbled piss in front of his door, pissed on his bathmats, and smeared my snot on the inside of his door handle (it’s dried now but the intention is there)
I’m angry, I am so angry. I am thinking about what I could do to him but the ONLY thing holding me back is the fact I gotta finish school. He’s leaving soon anyways and he’s a weird little fuck. Fucking his ex-godfather and trying to out-petty someone 11 years younger than him. Yea okay, you have no hair