r/BeTrueToYouSelf

Tbh. I’m quietly ending my current life. Not like. Killing my self. But I’m just quietly giving up and the sad part is I thought I had a lot more fight left in me.

I think I’m okay. I’m just gonna keep doing it this way until there’s nothing left to convince myself of and I can just truly see you for you. Then let you be. You’ve stepped all over me. Broke my heart in crazy ways. And tbh. You call me cruel. Yet this has been your plan for the longest of time. You intentionally created this. Over years of love and just wanting the best for you.

I hope you love yourself more. I’m not torn apart losing you. I’m torn apart by who and what you chose to be. You didn’t fool anyone. I just took up for you and gave you grace and respect when you weren’t around for all the times people told me I deserve more and I deserve someone that will love me.

Fuck it. I trudge onwards until the very end. Make me collapse defeated or your efforts were all in vain.

Silence is not empty.

It is the color of silver.

It feels like the fur of fabric.

It sounds like wind chimes

moving in the air.

It hides in the deepest of corners

of the universe,

Waiting for the time

to make it right.

When the time is right,

silence will call your name.

When it has spoken the unspoken words,

they will fly in the distance like a rocket.

The creatures and such will laugh out in joy,

only to find out this beautiful silence.

When we think we have forgotten the desperate times,

the universe will remember.

The universe sings out to us like a lullaby,

while we use our last breath

to breathe in the air.

When I feel the atmosphere of the world,

I couldn't help but deliver the message

I was meant to receive.

Okie so like wot dis? Asks the fox' nose, that's also a turtle shell, a lynx's laugh and a goose's sense of community?