it WAS a dream in the past to be part of an original band
Unfortunately life has proven to me that I don't belong anywhere and that I have to do everything myself. Kind of like a 'Finch' movie reality.
I am self diagnosed with a bit of autism, so that is what keeps me away from most people (I tend to push away b4 they even realize it).
Especially in the future, it looks like the whole band thing will narrow down to most 1-people bands whether they like it or not.
There is fun into creating music all by yourself.....however.......dreams are always dreams 😄