i’m gonna change career paths.
type of. hii guys, i hope everyones doing gooddd, writing this while im kinda depressed after 1.5 year of going nowhere, feeling like a failure every single day staying home while watching people move ahead. im from humanities and wanted to go for law ever since 9th grade, i took a drop since i was not getting decent nlus last year as an admit card error happened and i lost 30mins but still managed decent marks, this time due to AR wali cheez i got lesser marks than earlier. and 96 in AILET. gave NLAT- decent, SLAT- waitlisted for hyd and nagpur, jindal ka dena hai and christ ka miss kardiya, IPUcet missed, and gave MHCET which went good. im also giving cuet , and my options now are either secure a good MH college/good scholarship in jindal/ mumbai NMIMS if the result is good, or do normal B.A in DU (useless ik) but work hard 3 years to secure a study abroad scholarship and go out of india which i have always wanted to do. and staying here, if not doing law with a top nlu, seems like a dull path since i dont have a background. ik, going abroad isnt easy aswell and both are gonna be struggling paths now but this option seems more feasible since if i go to any other private college for law now, its gonna take lakhs which i can utilise in my abroad studies which i anyways wanted to do (LLM) this way , im gonna take a different path, go for law related programs abroad only. the environment isn’t getting any better in india and maybe it will only be right for me to go out at this point, i can’t stay with my family after that aswell. idk what to do tbh, need real good advice atp.