r/Tickle

mu bf and I have been together a few months now. Being tickled has always turned me on and I love it. I told him it turned me on but I had to write it on my notes app and show him then go to bed. He still tickles me but we never talked about it. This has been an ongoing thing since I was younger. I’ve been tied down and tickled by exs in the past, but since he’s older I’m scared to tell him that I wanna be tied down and tickled because I fear he will think it’s weird or childish since he doesn’t like being tickled. I can’t even say the word fetish out loud without cringing I’m just such an overthinker and anxious person. Even the word tickle is hard for me to say. But I want this so badly, I’m just scared he will think I’m weird and I don’t even know how to word it.