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So... I made a P-DID pride flag!
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So... I made a P-DID pride flag!

I conceptualised this flag since I and a few system friends of ours realised that none of the current P-DID flags truly represented us. I tried from my side to recognize all P-DID systems in general while designing this :)

The Stripes

- RedDisruption & Strength

Representing the fracturing and interference that defines P-DID — the intrusions, the discontinuities, the complexity of a self that is not singular. It acknowledges the difficulty of this experience without diminishing it.

- YellowThe Front

Mirroring the central sun, this stripe honours the dominant alter who carries daily life, the one holding visibility and the responsibility of functioning in the world.

- WhiteThe Space Between

The neutral centre represents co-consciousness itself: the shared space where alters exist simultaneously without one fully taking executive control. Neither absence nor presence, but coexistence*.*

- GreenResilience & Continuity

Representing the capacity to persist, learn, grow, and continue functioning. It symbolizes life moving forward & the system enduring and existing across time.

- Blue — Depth & The Unseen

Honouring the non-dominant alters who are present and influential — yet operating beneath the surface of daily life. Blue sees what is not always visible to the outside world.

The Symbol

The central image is a hybrid of a solar system and an atom. The sun at the centre represents the fronting alter: the one most present and visible, keeping the system in orbit. The electrons/planets on their orbits represent non-dominant alters in co-consciousness — distinct and individual with each outlined in different colours to reflect their uniqueness. The orbital paths themselves carry meaning too: the vertical orbit sits at a different distance than the diagonal ones, reflecting how co-consciousness is never uniform, some alters are closer, some further, and that distance shifts depending on the system and the moment. This hybrid framing grounds it in scale and legitimacy, because a system is not a small thing, it is its own universe.

Lmk what y'all think 🫶🏻 (spent an entire week on conceptualising, designing, making, and writing this 😔🤚🏻)

u/hitmesohardisawstars — 9 days ago
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Where can I find cheap religious trauma and dissociation focused therapy online (tw for discussions of religious trauma and harm)

Where can I find cheap religious trauma and dissociation focused therapy online

From a muslim country and was exposed to some shit as a kid,I never rlly realized its what caused most of my issues.When my mental health got rlly bad later on and I went to therapists,the first two would start saying shit like "im sorry for what you went through!No kid should have seen things like that!But YOU SEE,prophet muhammed peace be upon him ACTUALLY treated his slaves good,and was a good person especially to his wives!Sorry religion hurt you but it will help to fix your relationship with God!Theres an explanation to ALL your doubts!See killing those who leave islam is logical under certain conditions if they start spreading their EVIL ATHEIST idealogy !See!Its like treason to your country is punished by death!You will only be happy if you find GOD AND FAITH AGAIN".Lmao I would just dissociate the Fuck out when she said stuff like that.Anyways I went to a psychiatrist and the guy just drugged me out,and never discussed any of my symptoms or experiences.If I say I still feel bad he increases my dosage and tells me to come in 3-4 monthes.I tried to talk abt my shit and he was like "why are you anxious?God wont punish you,you're mentally unwell and confused"-"well see I dont believe anymore im just struggling with focusing,dissociation and processing some feelings related-" "dont say you dont believe anymore!You're just 17!you dont know anything !"anyways im 19 now so not a minor but my country's currency is rlly weak so id appreciate cheap therapy.Especially if its specialized in my issues(by order of how much each affects me:dissociation/focusing issues, religious trauma,and then anxiety).I rlly need help.Thanks everyone.I dont care about a diagnosis or anything just treating dissociative symptoms that are heavily affecting my life and functionning..My biggest issue is dissociation,dissociation transes/stupor(they happen at the worst Fucking time dear lord)extreme zoning out,inability to feel present,inability to process my emotions unless im dissociating and the part doing the processing is the younger part of me,mood issues,and other classical trauma shits.I rlly need help lmao.Any suggestions would be appreciated,thanks everyone.I also had depression/stress induced religious psychosis at 15 yo,but nothing like that ever happened again.

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u/No_Letter_6215 — 13 days ago