Venlil´s Best Friend (Part 31) (2/3)
Transcription memory, subject: Martin Quintanilla, head of the farm (maybe) and human representative of the commercial and cultural exchange program (also maybe)
Standard Human Time: December 05, 2137
"C-Can we... Can we stop? J-Just for a moment."
"No, you already made a stop 5 minutes ago."
"That didn't count, Ozzy stopped to do his business," Lyra said between tired gasps. "It's not my fault he doesn't recognize the place and it took him so long to decide where to do."
"Well, that counts as a break for me, so let's keep going." The complaints were becoming more and more frequent, her voice increasingly laden with weariness and annoyance as our pace slowed.
"No." With a wet thud, Lyra collapsed on the ground, water and mud rushing into her boots through the seam of the suit, raindrops soaking her face. "I'm not taking another step, at least not until I catch my breath," she gasped.
I wanted to protest, but I knew she'd truly reached her limit. Demanding more would be as futile as expecting a tree to bear fruit simply because I ordered it to. Despite the wool covering her face, an orange glow shone on her cheeks, and her ears seemed to pulse in an attempt to expel the stifling heat from the long walk.. The rain, which we had so desperately tried to avoid soaking us, now seemed like the best ally we could have; each drop dissipated a little of the heat, steadying her breathing and giving her racing heart a respite.
"I don't know how exterminators can wear these things every day. These boots are killing me." With one swift motion, Lyra ripped off both her boots and threw them as far as her tired arms would allow. There really wasn't much point in continuing to wear them as water and mud had already seeped inside. "I don't care if my paws get wet anymore. I'd much rather that than keep torturing myself with these things." With a tremendous effort, she reached for her hind paws and massaged them a little. Small abrasions had begun to form between each claw and on the pads, a consequence of wearing unsuitable footwear for long distances, or of wearing any footwear in the first place, in her case...
"I warned you it would be tiring..." I couldn't help but respond with brutal honesty, something that didn't go unnoticed judging by the furious look Lyra gave me in response.
I, too, was starting to feel cramps in my legs. The price of not sleeping properly, barely eating breakfast and carrying Lyra's backpack was beginning to show.
The only one who didn't seem to feel the miles passing by his paws and remained as enthusiastic to continue as at the beginning was Lyra's dog, sniffing with childlike curiosity everything around him, only returning to our side from time to time to confirm if it wasn't time to leave yet, giving small licks to Lyra's face who barely had enough energy to repel.
We'd been at it for about an hour and a half, maybe two, and there was still no sign of Nerion or the other missing crew. The only consolation I had was that, judging by Lyra's stamina, they hadn't been able to travel much further either. In the distance, I could still make out silhouettes that were vaguely familiar to the area where the ship was supposed to be. I wasn't sure if I could tell from this distance whether the ship had taken off, but it didn't seem to be the case. Apparently, the crew was still keeping their word and waiting for our return, or perhaps they simply hadn't mustered the courage to leave us behind. Either way, we still had time.
"What if... What if we consider the matter closed?" With a slightly cooler head, that was the first clear idea Lyra had.
"Lyra..."
"I know what you're going to say, but I assure you I'm not saying this because of Nerion. Well, he's partly the reason, but I promise you he's not the main reason." Lyra stretched and retracted her hind claws, feeling the damp grass offer refreshing relief to her swollen and injured paws. "It's just that we're already quite far out. Not even a Venlil should be able to get much further than this. I work hard every day and I can't do any more. Besides, I know you and Ozzy aren't like this, but predators are supposed to be lurking around here, wild predators. Don't you think it's possible that... You know, they might have been..." I didn't quite understand Lyra's gesture, but I don't like where this is going...
"Why is it that if things don't go as you expect, the first thing you think is that something has eaten them?"
"Hey! Until recently, if you lost contact with someone, the possibility of them being devoured by the Greys was quite plausible. You can't blame us for still thinking that way." It se ems the only thing Lyra never runs out of is her capacity for grumbling and shouting, although... I think she has a point.
"Well, you'll be glad to know there are no predators here, at least nothing large. At most foxes and maybe coyotes? I don't know, but I've never heard of an animal bigger than a dog roaming these parts."
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"A dog..." Lyra looked at me not with fear, but rather with irritation at the comparison.
"Do you have any idea of the odds with something like that? It's not just the size; behavior can vary drastically from breed to breed.
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“From those that can be incredibly aggressive toward their prey to those that hunt in packs, enter burrows, track for miles, and I could go on... A Dossur or a Sibkit could be devoured in an instant by creatures that size... Even an average-sized human wouldn't stand a chance against something like that..." Lyra stood up irritably, brushed some of the water soaking the wool on her head and seemed ready to continue. "If that really is the case. There's no time to waste." The claws on her hind feet extended and dug into the wet grass, ready to cover a few more miles before collapsing again. She didn't seem to intend to put her boots back on... or even pick them up. They weren't exactly designed for long distances anyway, but they weren't hers... I think whoever lent us the outfits will have to get us a new pair when we get back...
"Let's go." She said with determination.
"You seem to know a lot about the subject..." With this brief respite, I too was ready to continue.
"Over time, questions arise and lead you down paths you never even knew existed." Lyra just shrugged. With a whistle she called her dog back to her side. "My internet feed is now full of stuff about dogs and human stuff that I can't help but watch. You guys are damn good at creating bait that's impossible to ignore. I have tickets for a movie about a monster called Godzilla just because I accidentally saw the trailer and left me full of questions, can you believe it?!"
"Now you understand why I don't allow all of you to use devices during work hours?" I said, feeling in a better mood. Most species seemed especially susceptible to clickbait and other internet lures.
"But you always ignore that rule."
"Lyra..." Seriously, will I ever be able to have a conversation with this Venlil without us ending up arguing after 5 minutes? "I have work to do, I need to answer calls, send information and a lot of other important things."
"Really? Because the other day I saw you talking with your wife for almost an hour and it didn't exactly sound like work..."
"That's none of your business, besides, why are you listening to my private conversations?"
"Don't change the subject, it's not the first time you do something like that. Sometimes you just wander around doing absolutely nothing."
"So you want to reproach me for things? Well, what about the time..."
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"...And in the end I told her: if that wasn't your intention, you shouldn't have cut your wool like that, you're sending confusing signals to others."
"... Sure..."
I don't know how much longer we had walked, but we hadn't stopped since the last time. Once Lyra started talking, nothing could stop her and everything else ceased to matter.
The journey had become pleasant, I suppose. Well, I don't think that's the word I'd use, but for lack of a better term, I'll say it was pleasant. Time became abstract, the tiredness lessened, and the purpose of all this almost ceased to matter. All that was on my mind was what Lyra ate three days ago, her opinions on the new season of a show I haven't even seen, an argument she had with her human companion a few days ago in which she obviously insisted she was right, what her mother thinks about Earth... The information kept piling up. Truly, the only thing that never runs dry in Lyra is her stream of words. Every word from me opened a new topic of conversation and every little thing that caught her attention seemed to revive a memory of some insignificant situation that she felt I should know about.
I didn't even bother listening anymore; my brain had been on autopilot for a while. Part of me was focused solely on not losing the path; the other part merely grasped the bare minimum, managing to find the right moment to nod or offer a brief, polite reply. It wasn't that I wanted to be rude or impolite on purpose, but I couldn't take it anymore; I was afraid my translator implant would overheat and melt my brain from prolonged use. At this rate, I'll learn to speak Venlil before I even find Nerion.
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Nerion...
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Shit! I'd completely forgotten about that guy.
After leaving the ship and walking through dense undergrowth and over slippery rocks, the path became relatively easy. In these conditions, climbing had become virtually impossible; the only and most reasonable option was to follow the natural trail formed between the mountains; a significantly longer route, but the safest by far. A trail created by the erosion of the water flowing down from the large, rocky and rugged mountains, forming small waterways that continued their ancient work of terraforming the ground. A place that, under other circumstances, could be used for hiking or cycling.
I wanted to believe Nerion thought the same and followed this route; small clues like flattened grass, trash and equipment left behind that had no other explanation for being there, what looked like an attempt to build a campfire and a hunch were all that guided me. It seemed so obvious when I left the ship, but at this point, doubt was starting to creep in. It was still raining, but judging by the faint light filtering through the cloudy sky, midday was approaching. We still hadn't found anyone.
Perhaps we were following a trail left by one of the ones who had already reached the ship, perhaps it was someone else's trail or perhaps… it wasn't a trail at all. The truth is, I'd never done this before. Xenos just assumed that all humans knew how to hunt or track. I never bothered to clarify this, mainly because it would have been too tedious. The closest thing to it was once when I went fishing; I discovered I hate fishing...
Sigh... Now I was in the middle of nowhere. Beside me was a Venlil who had absolute confidence in what she was doing and back on the ship, everyone considered my words irrefutable truth. I could continue pretending I knew where I was going for a while longer, I could backtrack to the last trace and reassess the route, or... I could consider the matter closed. There are rescue teams who really know what they're doing. I think the most responsible thing to do is acknowledge my limitations and leave this to someone more competent. Everyone told me it was a bad idea, but that damned expression on Nerion's face...
"Boss..."
I underestimated the warnings of others just because they weren't humans...
"Boss..."
When am I going to learn?
"BOSS!"
Lyra gave me a much-needed jolt from my thoughts; I only wish that every time she does it, my eardrums don't feel like they're about to burst.
"W-What is that?" she asked, her ears moving in every direction and her tail twitching with anxiety. "It's not… a predator, is it?"
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At other times I would have dismissed her reaction as the typical unfounded paranoia of her species and perhaps even lectured her for that, however, her dog also seemed to perceive something that even made bristle its fur and take a step back.
"Lyra, what are you talk..." I couldn't even finish my question before I heard it too... And I felt it...
First, a great crash, followed by the sound of dozens of trees creaking; not just their branches, but as if dozens of tree trunks had split like simple sticks in an instant. The ground shook, and it wasn't until a second later that I understood what was happening.
"B-Boss..."
"Go back, Lyra!"
The sound didn't seem like a direct threat to us, it didn't even sound close, but with a landslide you never know...
Through the treetops, I could see how the surface of one of the slopes simply disappeared in the blink of an eye. The clatter was amplified tenfold as it echoed off the rocky mountain walls, and the sight of dozens of birds fleeing the catastrophe seemed to tear through the gray sky, screeching in pure terror as they left their homes behind and then... absolute silence...
At our feet, the water that trickled downhill became murky and full of sediment, foreshadowing what awaited us further on.
"Well, that doesn't sound like a predator..." Lyra said with a nervous laugh. "It wasn't, right?" I know Lyra was hoping to find reassurance in my often sarcastic answers, but this time I was worried too.
"Boss? Wait, where are you going?!"
Without thinking twice and ignoring little Venlil's worries, I quickened my pace towards the source of the sound. I didn't know exactly what I was waiting for, but each possibility only generated more anxiety than the last.
"Boss, wait! Don't leave me behind."
I could hear the anguish in Venlil's voice behind me, but it paled in comparison to mine.
"Boss!"
With no more time to lose, I ran through the undergrowth, climbed among the rocks, and how I feared... there was no more path...
"Boss..." Lyra managed to catch up to me, gasping for air, her face turning orange again. "Don't you dare leave me behind like this, what if... Oh…” She shared the same expression as me, seeing the enormous obstacle that rose above us.
“So, this is what caused the sound..."
Before us, a great wall of mud, trees, undergrowth and debris blocked our path. Difficult to flank, unthinkable to cross and ultimately, impossible to remove. There was no clearer way to say, your path ends here.
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"...So... Now what?" Lyra stared at me, hoping to find the answers in this foolish old man who actually believed that everything would end fine like it used to happen. And for what? To get my farm and the exchange program back? To prove Nerion was wrong? To maintain the image I have of myself?
I put the lives of myself, Lyra and everyone else on the ship at risk, because in my head they're always wrong and only humans are right. How many times did I tell myself that I started to believe it?
"Boss… Do you want us to escalate that or..."
"We're leaving..." My only consolation is that I think I still can retreat in time. If I hadn't let Lyra rest and slowed down the pace, we probably would have been trapped on the other side of this or worse, under it.
At least I tried...
"You're joking, right?" Lyra seemed surprised and somewhat annoyed, for some reason.
"Yep... We're done, let's go home."
"But what happened to all that talk about leaving no one behind and..."
"LYRA..." I couldn't take it anymore. I'd stuck it out because I thought I knew the outcome, but the truth is, I was exhausted. "Sigh... I don't know what I'm doing, okay? I've been walking without any idea which way to go."
For the first time, I saw Lyra's expression wither, ears droop and her gaze dimmed.
"So, why did you keep walking?"
"I don't know. They always look at me as if I have the answers and I… I thought I had. When Nerion confronted me, I felt it as a personal challenge, I felt like I had to prove he was wrong. Then I stood up to them all and said I would bring Nerion and the others back, how am I supposed to return with nothing?"
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"At some point, I just... kept going uphill, hoping to find them. 'They're just a bunch of Venlils,' I kept telling myself. They'll probably get tired soon, they can't go very far. or They're clumsy, so this path is the only way they can go. They get scared by everything, so I'll probably find them all huddled under a tree or something. I don't know. Deep down, I can't help but underestimate them... I've survived worse, how hard can it be? I always tell myself, but in the end, I've just been lucky... Lucky to have people like Maaro, like Kajim, even like Zep... I guess it's time to accept my own incompetence..."
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I couldn't even begin to understand what was going through Lyra's mind at that moment. She just stood there, staring at me like I was a stranger.
"I'm sorry, Lyra. I always tried to force you to understand each other, but I never did enough to understand you... to truly understand you and show you the respect you deserve."
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Lyra said nothing, her gaze fell and she approached with weary steps. I thought she would take out her frustration on me somehow, but all she did was snatch her backpack from me with a hostility she didn't bother to hide.
"What are you doing?" I said as I watched her rummage through the deepest of her backpack, throwing away everything that was no longer needed.
"Unlike all other humans, you never showed us pity, consideration, patience or any special treatment; at least no more than you would show to any other human...which isn't much either by the way." She began to despair at not finding what she was looking for. "You've pushed us to our limits time and time again, to the point that when I can't go on anymore, I ask myself, 'Is that really it?' You came all this way because you believe you can find Nerion, and I followed you because I believe you can too. Now you tell me you're giving up?"
Okay, I see what she is doing. The worst part is that I don't think I really have the right to be angry...
"I've run out of ideas, what else do you want me to say?"
Lyra ended up emptying the entire contents of her backpack onto the ground. Many things were single-use supplies, and the rest were things that didn't even belong to her; I suppose that's why she didn't care if she returned them covered in mud or simply didn't return them at all. She searched through the pile of useless things and proudly pulled out what, in my opinion, was the most useless thing she'd brought: a brush full of ash-colored wool bristles. "Perhaps you don't have any other ideas, but there's a reason why I thought it would be a good idea to bring Ozzy to this hunt."
With a whistle, Lyra called to her four-legged friend, who was also happily rummaging through the things scattered on the ground. You never know when you might find something edible in the most unexpected place. Its ears perked up in recognition of the command, but in the end, it decided that it could wait.
"OZZY, COME HERE!" Lyra insisted again with a ferocity rarely seen in a Venlil, well, in a Venlil other than Lyra...
The poor dog ran to her side and stared at its mistress, waiting for the next command so as not to anger her further.
"Hmph..." Lyra looked at me with such pride that her "smile" barely fit on her long face. I don't know exactly what she expected me to see; after all, I was the one who taught her the basics of dog training.
"Lyra, I'm not in the mood for..."
"Shut up..." With a claw, she had the audacity to silence me while she concentrated on... Whatever it was she was doing.
[Find] Lyra made a sharp whistle that seemed to have some meaning for her dog, judging by how its ears perked up and its muzzle tilted toward the brush in Lyra's hands. I didn't recognize the command, so I suppose it's something she made up herself; a trick to forget the unpleasant moment?
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Nothing happened, the dog sniffed the brush a little, sniffed the air a bit and went back to his business.
"What?! B-But..." Her tail drooped to the ground as if it had lost its life, a reflection of her own esteem...
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I don't know if I should intervene in any way, I don't even know what she was trying to do.
"Come on, you've done it before." Lyra knelt on the ground and squeezed her fellow predator's face tightly between her paws, as if that would somehow make the understanding between their species clearer. "Just… try it one more time, okay?" She extended the object to the dog´s face again and, with the same whistle, gave the same command. "Please..."
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The dog just stood there, watching her without even making the slightest effort to try to fulfill Lyra´s request.
"Oh, of course!" Lyra rummaged through her uniform, patting down all the pockets several times, seemingly forgetting where she'd put what she was looking for.
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"I know it's not much, but it's all I have left..." From a package I immediately recognized as a popular… and cheap brand of dog treats, she pulled out basically just crumbs. She piled them pathetically in the palm of her hand and held them out to the dog in a last-ditch effort to appease his demands.
"Please..."
I don't know if it's because I've learned to read the body language of ears, tails and whiskers, but I could almost see a doll of deep indignation on the dog's face. Lyra had clearly taught it to put a price on every trick it does and it was clear that it wasn't willing to do it for less, but... For its mistress, perhaps could make an exception...
Ozzy the dog accepted the miserable offering and devoured it in one lick; it was clear that it was not enough. This will probably be the only time it makes an exception and starts to sniff the air and the ground again.
"Yes! Just like that ." From the deep abyss where all her confidence had fallen, it once again soared to the clouds. "Sniff everything, don't leave a single inch unexamined and find that bastard!" She encouraged her dog as best she could. It seemed to be working, as both their tails wagged almost in sync.
I think I understand now... The dog pressed his nose to the ground, circled around us a couple of times, sniffed the brush one more time, did one last lap just to be sure; he even sniffed me, but in the end, nothing...
Ozzy turned back to Lyra and sat down as if to say, "That's it."
"Oh..." Lyra finally gave up. It was obvious her attempt to track Nerion wasn't going to work; between the rain and the wind, any trace vanished in a second. Sigh... But what right do I have to judge her? The truth is, we both made the same mistake. We have no idea what we're doing...
"It was a good attempt (I guess)." God, I'm bad at comforting people. "But there's nothing more we can do..."
"No!" Lyra looked at me, her face turning orange, her voice trembling. "This works, I know it does. If only I had more... I could prove it to you."
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I don't know why she cared so much about proving me wrong... This was a situation that went beyond whether one is human or Venlil, but... If she says she can... I guess we still have a little time.
"Okay... I believe you." From among my belongings, I pulled out a couple of packages of rations labeled as "only for humans." They were at the back of a drawer in the ship, so I doubt anyone would have wanted them, although at this point I wasn't in the mood to eat anything, so I didn't mind giving them to the dog. “Try it with these.”
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"What is this?" Lyra looked suspiciously at the package, mainly because of how plain it was.
"I'm not sure, maybe dried meat or something."
They were probably rations left over from a previous trip or something that came in a complete supply package and was just left lying around. To be fair, I wouldn't trust something like that under normal circumstances either, but we weren't in the mood to be picky at this point.
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Lyra tore open the wrapper and stood silently examining the content. A hard, dry, brown paste that looked hardly appetizing.
"Is there a problem?" Shit, I completely forgot...
"Was this on the ship?" Her words were barely a whisper.
"Well, yes, but it was only a couple of bars and they're perfectly labeled to prevent anyone from accidentally..."
"This is just what I needed!" She exclaimed, waving the stick in front of her dog's face, who seemed to recognize the scent immediately.
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"So, is this a good thing?" Definitely not the reaction I was expecting.
"As long as I have the means to pay, Ozzy will do whatever I..." Within the chaotic brainstorm that is Lyra's mind, another idea clicked.
"You had this all along and still let me humiliate myself by begging Ozzy for help?"
"First of all, I had no idea you needed something like this." I swear I never know what to expect from this Venlil... "And secondly, a good trainer shouldn't reward their dog for every command obeyed; it conditions good behavior and you'll end up making them obese."
"... You may have a point, but if you saw me suffering from lack of treats, it wouldn't have been so hard to tell me you had this." Lyra took the bar with her paws as if it were nothing, tore off a piece to inspect it a little more before offering it to her dog who immediately fixed his gaze on his next meal.
"And just so you know, I'm a great trainer, it's just that this trick is new and I'm still perfecting it."
"Sure..." I wasn't in the mood to argue. "Just... just do what you have to do..."