This subreddit showed up in my feed, I usually just mute these kinds of places.
But I am maxing out wasting my life and not caring. I have unlocked the human potential to be unemployed, at 49 years of age I have been unemployed for most of my adult life.
My potential to be useless is unlocked.
I mean my bad attitude is maximum. The only effort I will make is to waste my life and not care. I don't give a fuck about what society expects from me.
All my life I have been interested in figuring existence out. I was completely confused and mistaken about existing until Martin Butler taught me how to not give a fuck about anything.
About 3 or 4 years ago when I drank, I would go on social media and post things that, when I sobered up, I would have to delete. A lot of retarded, emotional, political shit.
I did N.A. for a couple of years of sobriety. I hated everything they practiced and believed. I did not get a sponsor or practice the steps, fuck that.
A few months ago I was given a bottle of whiskey, which reactivated my main addiction. Now I can drink and post, and I don't screw up. Drinking and posting is a fine experience.
On today's agenda, DB Draught, Heineken and Vodka.