Go with what you are diagnosed with
Throughout my life I have been dealing with health anxiety. I have seen specialist after specialist chasing a diagnosis of some sort of incurable death sentence of a disease. Every time I try, I fail at getting a diagnosis. As it turns out there isn’t anything physically wrong with me. I have however been diagnosed by multiple mental healthcare specialists as some that has OCD, GAD and Depression. For years I ignored what I was truly diagnosed with so I could keep chasing the next scary thing.
I’m sharing this because I think a lot of people can relate. As scary as that sensation might be, that doesn’t make it true. It is probably the thing that you are diagnosed with, anxiety. Anxiety can scare us, make us feel like we are dying or going insane. But it cannot acutely kill us. It has many tricks up its sleeve, however we can become wiser and put it back in its place.
I know we all struggle with this mean son of a bitch but we can overcome it. I hope everyone is doing well. Having setbacks doesn’t mean any of us are failures. Yall are doing great.