My first year experience so far
So its almost been 7 months of getting in gmc, i do have few thoughts about it.
It is incredibly draining and toxic, i expected to have a certain level of toxicity but damn like this is far beyond what I have or what I could have imagined in thousand years.
Everyone is still in competitive mode, like silly comparisons as far as in my college, it is like that, this gets so draining.
MBBS is hard. i mean i thought before joining the course, on how hard can it truly be, but wow this is insanity, the amount of material/content one must read and recall, and here my university give exams almost every week.
I thought having cleared the hardert NEET, this would be a breeze, i got humbled so bad.
The toxicity is real, like constant humiliation from the profs and other seniors is degrading.
And the infamous "personality development programme" just is so fucking annoying, all the rules to be followed and the stupid ego game being played just takes such a insane mental toll, it is so draining, its like you lose yourself by the time you complete the course.
Its so exhausting, and i bet i have more hell to be seen later in the upcoming years,
The people in this sub werent joking, this is insanity, no wonder the rants, and the arrogance, this shit really does take a toll on your mental health or whatever health you had to begin with.