u/4everdead2u

The pain has gradually improved over time especially after finishing all the PT over a year ago. Over time, even with weather flare ups the pain became more minimal. Then it was barely ever there at all anymore. Suddenly, tonight and a week or 2 ago, I am having some random severe flare ups. To the point I am limping around a bit like way back in my recovery. I am confused. Is this normal for people or does this point to something concerning?

I felt the exact moment you died
Strong with the intuition
Sent the message— “Are you okay”
Left on unread, and I can’t stop asking why
But I know and
What can I say

I know I failed and I know I tried

This shit has got me wanting to pray
You never thought you would see the day, ha

But here I am, asking for a higher power
Listening to your final song on repeat hour after hour

I’ve come to accept the terms
But acceptance can only do so much

They say time heals wounds, but
You should’ve known I gave a million fucks