u/747worldflyer

Recently got a azoospermia diagnosis. I don’t know how to feel. I don’t want to feel guilt, I know it’s irrational, but I do feel a deep sense of guilt and less then. My wife is wanting to immediately go for a sperm donor becomes of the long road for only a hope of an ability to be able to use my sperm. I feel bad that I want to try. I feel so torn between wanting to make her happy and wanting to try for the ability to conceive with my DNA. I feel selfish even having the thought.

Just a rant. Maybe taking into cyber space to strangers can help.