ADHD turned out to be bipolar disorder and BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)
Honestly, I’m gathering the courage to make this post before my mood shifts and I end up regretting it later But khair, I’m actually relieved to finally understand what’s been going on with me. Ever since childhood, I always had questions about why I felt and reacted the way I did.
Despite everything, I never gave up on myself. I kept studying, kept working hard, and now I’m a fashion designer working at a well-known company. I genuinely feel proud of myself, and there’s still so much more I want to achieve.
It’s mostly been just me throughout this journey, and I want to remind anyone reading this: sometimes we keep waiting for someone to come fix the broken pieces inside us, but for now, you have yourself — and that matters too.
I also realized how important it is to build a life outside your struggles. I try to keep myself engaged with hobbies and things that make me feel alive — reading, crochet, workouts, self-growth, learning new things, and just trying to become a better version of myself little by little
Take your time, observe people and situations carefully, know your worth, and never stop being humble. Kindness and humility cost nothing.
I can’t actually put things into words right now, that’s all I can say.🤍