u/Acceptable-Host-9205

Was diagnosed with schizophrenia summer of 25 and am currently 44 years old. I have been hospitalized twice for bipolar disorder but always thought it was much more than that! I’m currently on medication but don’t trust it to work, I have paranoia about being setup or being abandoned by my family and friends can’t get my thoughts together or think clearly and am super angry can be very emotional. Have some delusions about religion, big pharma and how it runs this country which is a true shame. I’m always scanning with my eyes for any possible threats I hear ringing in my ears and am all over the place most of the time. Any help here would be greatly appreciated.