I can't take this anymore
M19. I think I just don’t deserve teenage love in my life. I don’t even think I deserve a simple female friendship. I remember exactly one year ago, I was overthinking about the same thing. Now, two years of college have passed, and I completely wasted that chance.
It’s not like I never had female friends — I did. But now none of them talk to me, and I still don’t know why. Everyone says, “Focus on yourself, man.” I did that, but I still can’t see a single result in my social life.
My friend joined the same college as me. He’s one year junior, and now he’s about to be in a live-in relationship with his second girlfriend and also has a great friend circle.
I think I’m just not worthy. Just suggest to me how to live alone for the rest of my life and accept never getting any female interaction. :)