u/Accurate-Sir-828

I'm so scared, my 3rd and 4th finger would slightly shake, not too much but it would shake that I don't know how to control it. Can somebody help me? What should I do? And sometimes during practicals (I'm a medtech student) my hands would shake so badly, I couldn't control it even at times when I'm not nervous.

Does it mean I lack iron? should I take vitamins with iron? or vitamins with vitamin B? What are your recommendations

I have this since I was a kid, and kahit anong kuskos ko, hindi siya nawawala, ang ending nasusugatan lang ako pero hindi pa rin nawawala ito (located siya sa antecubital fossa ko) which is kind of annoying, do you know how to fix this?

I don’t know if I’m a masochist, but I LOVE when the FMC is in love with the MMC while the MMC is in denial of his feelings 😭

I especially love:

pining FMC

emotionally constipated MMCs/ complex mmc

MMC hurting the FMC unintentionally/intentionally (or through stupidity/denial)

the guilt/regret afterward (I'm ok with little grovel, or what, as long as we can read the pov where mmc is regretting or whatsoever)

secret relationships (could be optional. not necessary)

“he obviously cares but still manages to hurt her somehow”

Some books I absolutely loved:

{Lead by Kylie Scott} - I LOVED the FMC’s humor and her crush on him. The emotional tension was so good, and I loved being inside the MMC’s messy denial. The book made me laugh while also hurting me a little.

{Before Jamaica Lane by Samantha Young} - I loved the pining and the secret relationship. The MMC clearly cared but kept hurting the FMC because he was in denial.

{The Unwanted Wife by Natasha Anders} - The emotional pain in this one was SO good. I still remember how bad I felt for the FMC.

{Kiss an Angel by Susan Elizabeth Phillips} - I loved the emotional push-and-pull and how much the FMC had to endure emotionally before the MMC finally realized things.

{The villain by L.J Shen} - I ALSO like complex mmc who has his own reason why he can't love or seem to give the fmc the love she deserves

I prefer contemporary romance, but HR is okay too (though sometimes it gives me a headache depending on the writing style). I’m open to anything with angst, yearning, guilt/regret, emotional hurt, or secret relationships 👀