Question about my first trip on shrooms
Allow me to preface by saying I was not at all prepared for my trip on shrooms and I deeply acknowledge that. Im not looking for a lecture, just for someone who may have experienced the same scenario I did, or someone who may have some kind of explanation. I'm not aware of the strain of shrooms I had consumed but I do know I took anywhere from 4-5g. After a very emotional first hour of the trip with my friend (we hadn't seen each other in a really long time,) she had stepped aside to call her boyfriend. All I remember from this point was being very tired. Now this is her point of view; she had walked back in and saw me jerking, shaking, and presumably unconscious (in a sense that I was unresponsive for a few seconds,) I remember before opening my eyes I felt my fists balled and my arms tightened and stiff, and I could, for a split second, feel my body shaking as well. When I opened my eyes the world hadn't yet processed and all I saw were yellow lines and sparkles (shrooms, am I right? lol) then I could see her, and then the rest of the world came back, still with the effects of shrooms of course (like, everything moving and vibrant.) After my trip had ended I spoke to a friend who has a history with drugs and he said what I was experiencing was something commonly referred to as an "ego death," "ego transformation," etc. Can anyone deny or confirm this? Or has anyone had this happen to them before ? Once again, not looking to be scolded. I understand I should have been more careful and educated with what I was putting in my body and drugs aren't something to be taken lightly.