u/AdAny7958

I’m 6 months into the crash and at this point it I just want to see some improvement in anhedonia. I loved music it was a massive part of my life but sense this crash whenever I listen to it, it almost hurts my soul as it just feels like it’s a neutered noise that is not what it once was. I’m only 16 and because of the suicidal ideation when I look into the future it feels like it’s an impossibility, I just don’t know how I could survive like this without the fundamental factors that make me human. I feel like these questions aren’t helpful and constantly reiterated but it just rings in my head constantly no matter what I do. So do people recover from anhedonia and for those who don’t what’s life like