Rant
I’m so tired to do this all over again. this was my first drop I scored around 645 and after neet I was so happy that atleast ill get mumbai clg post NEET I sold all my notes and reference books
What kept me going thru drop year was learning new things and understanding physics and chemistry. in 11th and 12th I used to just learn formulas and do questions but in drop year i loved physics like I remember in class i was the person to get the answer quickest I solved cengage mains pyq I never learnt formulas or I used to understand the concept derivations that things made me keep going same for chemistry I solved n awasthi and standard reference books cause I like doing difficult things. In NEET I did silly mistakes in physics like i got the easiest ones wrong cause I had the habit of doing hard/moderate questions
since the announcement of reneet I’m genuinely not able to study like I used to sit hours doing one subject without overthinking checking phone now I’ve the constant fear what if I didnt perform well and one thing is good that my parents don’t give me pressure bilku bhi Nahi they’re so chill