Frustrated with myself
I’m finishing up my med surg and psych this semester but I’ll have to retake the following semester. I genuinely don’t understand why I am the way I am. I know I have to study, I know I have to do my hw, I know other students put so much time into this and I’m just struggling with the motivation(?), discipline(?), to do so.
I had so many chances to lock in and get a better grade and do more studying for the next exams but never did. I’m so annoyed and frustrated with myself and my terrible habits. I only ever gave myself max 3 days for studying and usually only studied the morning of my exams and would range between 74-79. I know I have potential ugh idk.
honestly don’t know what guidance I’m asking for this is kinda a rant. Also think I might have adhd idek whatever I need to get back to studying for my psych exam bc if I fail I’m out the program… 😵💫