Emotions
Emotions are hard to express, and it’s hard to get out of your thoughts. When you battle to express how you feel, those thoughts keep racing, your heart keeps pounding until you run scenarios through your head. Sometimes you cannot face what’s real, even when it’s destroying you.
Trust can be a poisonous substance when you drink from every cup. The person you love can manipulate you. It ain’t easy to fall in love with a person that has wounds. The scariest thing about them is their coldness, their dark ways of drifting away when everything starts feeling heavy on them.
Attracted to the darkest rivals, bleeding hearts, darkest lies, double lives, bruised egos, infidelity, souls living in different worlds. Days pass bottling emotions up until the bottle turns into substances to numb every single tunnel vision thought inside your mind.
The heart starts pounding until you sweat, thoughts become delusional, reality starts fading, and the darkness inside your mind slowly becomes louder than the world around you.