[18F] Sold my NEET notes worth 4k to raddi wala bhaiya, CBSE bhi kharab gaya, what do I even do now??
So this is embarrassing and depressing at the same time 😭
18F here. Kuch time pehle ek full “bas ab nayi life start karni hai, sab hatao” type breakdown/cleanup chal raha tha and maine ek huge pile books + papers raddi wale ko de diya.
Us time laga haan done with this chapter, fresh start.
BUT ab realize ho raha hai us stack mein mere NEET ke proper handwritten notes, modules, marked PYQs, sab chale gaye 💀 Easily ₹6k+ worth ka material tha, aur actual mehnat ki value alag 😭
Aur honestly NEET ke stress ke chakkar mein meri mental state bhi kaafi messed up thi. I never thought OSM (overthinking/stress sab mila ke) ke wajah se itna kharab ho jayega.
Ab CBSE boards ka result bhi bohot kharab aaya. Improvement exam dene ka soch rahi thi taaki kuch recover ho sake… but ab uske liye jo material tha woh bhi maine khud hi raddi mein bech diya 🤡
Sabse stupid part? Maine properly check bhi nahi kiya. Raddi wala weigh karke kuch peanuts deke chala gaya and he’s one of those random gali wale raddi bhaiyas jo bas awaaz lagake kisi parallel universe mein disappear ho jaate hain 😭
Ab genuinely samajh nahi aa raha hasu, ro lu, ya khud ko uninstall kar du 💀
Kya kisi ne aisa kuch equally stupid kiya hai aur somehow recover kiya? Koi way hai track karne ka? Ya accept kar lu ki meri organic chemistry ab recycled tissue paper banne wali hai 😭
TL;DR: NEET dropper, stress mein aake apne ₹6k+ worth handwritten NEET notes + prep material raddi wale ko de diye. CBSE boards bhi kharab gaye, improvement dena tha but material hi nahi bacha. What do I do 😭