u/AgencyNo7336

I know it sounds weird but I don't know if it's valid to feel that way.

Two months ago, mom started to get sick(stomachache),it happened for only one day or two and after that she would be okay and repeat every maybe ten days or two weeks.

I start to get this time,how the house and my siblings get gloomy and how I shouldn't laugh or live my life and stop everything to be with her,even refuse to go to doctor or medicine.

Now I am asking ,what should I do, how can I deal with those feelings..I feel I am overreacting and being ungrateful to my own mom..any help? (Thanks for advance:) )