u/Agreeable-Coast107

It sounds weird, but I struggle with OCD and a lot of overthinking since I had a rough childhood. I’ve been Christian most of my life, and I truly love God and Jesus with all my heart.

The problem is that my OCD gives me scary and blasphemous thoughts about God and Jesus, even though I don’t actually mean them. My mind says horrible things. It scares me so much because I truly want to go to heaven and be with God and Jesus forever.

I have explained to God and Jesus that these thoughts come from OCD and not from my real heart. I know the Bible talks about blasphemy being unforgivable, and my OCD keeps making me panic about that. For an example, saying bad things to God and Jesus and that want to go to hell but it is from my OCD thinking.

Do you think God and Jesus will accept me that I can go to heaven that I have OCD bad thoughts? Of course, I still love God and Jesus always and forever.

Sorry, I know it is personal but I’m also scared what God and Jesus are going to. Thanks!

So, I was born deaf and eventually became profoundly deaf. Everyone in my family and husband can hear except me. Then I had a daughter who is 2 years old, and she is deaf too. We both have cochlear implants.

We also both have Waardenburg syndrome type 2 with heterochromia, which is rare.

I get confused and ask myself why God or Jesus let us be born deaf. Sometimes I wonder, ‘Why me, and why my daughter?

I’m struggling to understand, and I was wondering if the Bible says anything about this or if anyone has thoughts about it.

I know this is a random question, but have you ever felt like God or Jesus spoke to you before, or have you ever seen them in some way?

It makes me sad because I feel like God or Jesus never speaks to me, and it makes me wonder if they still love me or if I did something wrong. But how can I have God or Jesus speaks with me?

One time I saw Jesus during sleep paralysis, but I honestly can’t tell if it was just a dream or not. I remember being really freaked out by it though.

Has anyone else experienced something like this before?

Hi, so I’ve been Christian most of my life. Recently, I started reading more about the Big Bang and hearing people say that God didn’t create it or that God had nothing to do with it. Honestly, it scares me because I still really want to stay Christian and believe in God and heaven.

The more opinions I hear from atheists or non-religious people, the more confused and unsure I start to feel. I’m afraid of sounding non-religious too, even though I really want to stay Christian.

What should I do when I start feeling doubtful like this? Has anyone else gone through this before? How do you stay Christian when you hear different opinions from science or atheists?

Also, can someone explain how Christians view the Big Bang? Do some Christians believe God could have created the Big Bang or used it somehow?

People have also been telling me things like the earth and water formed naturally and not from God. They also tell me the Old Testament and New Testament did not make sense because like how they did find people’s notes like thousand years ago, so they believe it is just not a real story. Some people even ask me how Jesus healed people and say it sounds like magic. Also that people lived 900 years ago, we don’t do it now anymore.

I still really want to stay Christian. I would really appreciate hearing from other Christians or anyone who has gone through doubts before.

Thanks so much for taking your time to read this.

I’m scared of death because I really want to go to heaven and be with God and Jesus someday. But I’ve sinned before, like sex before marriage, cussing, drinking, and not going to church much. Can someone like me still go to heaven?

Edit: Very random question, but I’m curious — do you think Hitler or other bad people who were Christian went to heaven just because they were Christian, even though they did horrible things?

I am just curious.