u/Alarming-Afternoon11

I am a thirty six year old white female who’s one month postpartum and i have history of contamination ocd.

i was talking to my short and his spit got in my mouth during speaking. in a previous convo he had said he finished chemo for lung cancer. had lung removed. and is in oral medication for the cancer didn’t specify which one … i’m worried about the toxic effects of his spit to me, breastfeeding and causing cancer in me or my baby. i’m also wondering how to disinfect what he touched incase he was sweating and the drugs came out of his body in the sweat and are on my things

i know i sound nuts but this is driving me nuts so please help do i need to pump and dump