u/AlarmingServe8450

I think I met a soumate (I think we all have multiple soulmates on earth). Platonic male female relationship and we connected deeply over one weekend. I feel like during this first interaction we could interpret each other in ways I've never experienced before with any other friend. He's protecting and has a calm presence. I really feel that we were telepathicly vibing together where we knew what each other needed or wanted. How can I explore this more? I have never felt this way about anyone, can I do anything on my own without asking him directly about it?

Hi, I’m not a glover but I have a friend name Jare who does it so I have always been interested in it. I went to EF and was surprised that I didn’t see anyone doing glove light shows.. then Saturday at the back of Griz the cutest girly pop in clown makeup was there and I chatted w her. I told her I had never received a light show and asked if she could be my first and omg I cannot express how happy I was for her to say yes. She was so good too!!!!! You let me sit on your pash that was so sweet of you. If you’re in this group thank you so much I am so happy we found each other you were the perfect cherry on top for my first forest.

And Jare if you’re in this group I finally got a gloving light show!!!!! 💜🫶🏼

I’ve had several sessions of smaller amounts, the most being up to .75 gel tab. Unfortunately the highest dosage of .75 was after a bender so I was not able to experience a happy high- I had anxiety and it was mediocre overall. I’m fearful of a full tab or more when I’m “healthy and in a good headspace”. I take great pride of being safe with my dosage and not becoming ill or putting myself in danger. This human body is all I have in this plane of existence. I suppose I could get a trip sitter but I prefer to have the courage to do it by myself. how do you let go? There are so many horrible posts on this sub- I don’t want to lose myself in a trip I want to enjoy it.

This is my first time attending the Good Life pre party Wednesday, can you tell me the general logistics of it if you have attended? Trying to get a clear picture. This is what I’ve pieced together so far from random posts:

Shuttles start to run around 6:30pm from GL

Party held at the pool/water park

Live DJ, free food and drinks

Lasts…. A few hours I dunno?