u/Alert-Chocolate5365

soooo im going to third year in engineering , and i feel so behind from my peers , like theyve already passed about 73 hours and im on about 67? lol , but seriously i feel so embarrassed especially because i failed two courses at once , which made my progress much slower . im terrified ,i will register about 17 credit hours this new semester , and i really want to pass them all and be happy and raise my GPA a little , i want to study but im scared because these are alot of hours for a semester and these are like my majors courses so theyre harder.

regardless, please students help me to motivate myself ,

and if its okay if i was a little bit behind the students can i catch up with them?

i really needed to get this out of my chest because it hurts,

i am a second year engineering student (just finished my second year), and i genuinely F'd up this semester like LITERALLY, im not like that , my entire life ive been a study machine , A's everywhere, and suddenly when i started getting to know new people and enjoying life , my academic life is ruined like im talking i barely passed and i have to repeat a whole course, i feel sosososooooooo guilty , i think about every second i spent studying my ass off yet to barely pass , i wished that i never met the people i met, although theyre good people, i ruined my self , my mental health, i was the nonchalant, cool, funny friend, and suddenly i became the one who never stopped crying , i really wanted to graduate from uni with a high gpa , but i guess its just a dream that wont ever become true, i was a 3.5-3.6/5 ,now i think im about 3.1-3/4 , what is that.....

my classmates already think im stupid, and i just proved that to them, i feel like a failure , i need a reality check to pull me out of this, i need guidance yall i cant stay like this but im helpless , i made my parents disappointed and that ruined me enough.

i really needed to get this out of my chest because it hurts,

i am a second year engineering student (just finished my second year), and i genuinely F'd up this semester like LITERALLY, im not like that , my entire life ive been a study machine , A's everywhere, and suddenly when i started getting to know new people and enjoying life , my academic life is ruined like im talking i barely passed and i have to repeat a whole course, i feel sosososooooooo guilty , i think about every second i spent studying my ass off yet to barely pass , i wished that i never met the people i met, although theyre good people, i ruined my self , my mental health, i was the nonchalant, cool, funny friend, and suddenly i became the one who never stopped crying , i really wanted to graduate from uni with a high gpa , but i guess its just a dream that wont ever become true, i was a 3.5-3.6/4,now i think im about 3.1-3/4 , what is that.....

my classmates already think im stupid, and i just proved that to them, i feel like a failure , i need a reality check to pull me out of this, i need guidance yall i cant stay like this but im helpless , i made my parents disappointed and that ruined me enough.

i really needed to get this out of my chest because it hurts,

i am a second year engineering student (just finished my second year), and i genuinely F'd up this semester like LITERALLY, im not like that , my entire life ive been a study machine , A's everywhere, and suddenly when i started getting to know new people and enjoying life , my academic life is ruined like im talking i barely passed and i have to repeat a whole course, i feel sosososooooooo guilty , i think about every second i spent studying my ass off yet to barely pass , i wished that i never met the people i met, although theyre good people, i ruined my self , my mental health, i was the nonchalant, cool, funny friend, and suddenly i became the one who never stopped crying , i really wanted to graduate from uni with a high gpa , but i guess its just a dream that wont ever become true, i was a 3.5-3.6/5 ,now i think im about 3.1-3/4 , what is that.....

my classmates already think im stupid, and i just proved that to them, i feel like a failure , i need a reality check to pull me out of this, i need guidance yall i cant stay like this but im helpless , i made my parents disappointed and that ruined me enough.