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This may be a stupid post, but I don't know how to "fix" this.
I started to learn vocab, Kanjis and Grammar around 45 days ago and I'm commited to run this marathon for many years.
It's one of my life goals and I don't have any reason not to.
I love the language, I was in Japan multiple times and I set some goals to myself what I wanna achieve. (e.g. Read my favorite manga and understand it)
If I stop now, I will never do it.

But the biggest hurdle is that in my head I can't remove the thought of "No matter how much you try, you will never be able to understand or speak anything".
And I know that I can do it. I speak 3 languages (2 fluently, one okayish).
If I look at what I could do 45 days ago, I'm shocked that I learned this much.

But even though I look at all of this progress that I made and the things I can, I can't get the thought out of my head that I will always stay at JLPT N100.

Any thoughts on how to tackle this?

Hello, I updated Anki yesterday and after updating and using it, all was fine (as far as I can remember). But today when I wanted to use Anki on my computer, the .svg images inside the cards are broken: https://i.ibb.co/Z1FhyxS8/grafik.png

But the images are shown correctly on my phone using AnkiDroid: https://i.ibb.co/1Y74LddZ/grafik.png

Anyone experienced this before? Any solutions?
I also disabled all extensions, but still the same problem.

Thanks

Edit: Reverting to the previous version fixed this for me. This is the deck with the problems: https://ankiweb.net/shared/info/1564742924