19 years old and completely lost in life and i seek advice from enlisted or veteran af.
Hello everybody, my name is jul and i’m 19 years old i’m going to try to sum everything up but i feel like i have nothing and nobody. I lost my first gf to suicide 1 month ago and it’s crushed me entirely.i stay up all night and wake up at 2-3 in the afternoon, i have no motivation or drive for really anything, and mentally i feel so destroyed. it’s really hard for me to discuss my feelings vocally and because of that the past year of my life has been extremely difficult for me especially as an introvert who doesn’t go out much. i been thinking about joining the air force or military to try to change my life around but i would like to hear from the men and women who work with the air force and their experiences. i want to travel the world but i don’t want to feel even worse in the af and regret it.