u/Ambitious-Court431

new grad. keeping it vague in case someone comes across this post and is able to identify me.

inpatient speciality. tired of the changing hours, weekends. only 2.5 months into the job. constant anxiety that makes me dread going to work. sometimes it goes away once I’m at work but sometimes the dread is still there once I’m at work. I’ve cried before and after work plenty.

do I hate medicine, do I hate the specialty, or is this all normal because it’s new?

how did you know if the job/speciality was right for you? feel like I can’t give a fair judgment since it’s only been 2.5 months.