u/AnCapGamer

For context: I have adhd, and one of my symptoms is maladaptive daydreaming. It started back when I was in middle school and has been with me my whole life. Over time, the various bits accumulated into this kind-of long-term structure in my imagination, so now I've got this big-@$$ setting sitting in my head with all this lore and background and stuff that I'll never really make anything from because it's specifically fictional-multiverse stuff that's hard to file the serial numbers off of. Still, it made creative writing a reasonable outlet, although I could never get all the way through a story. Pretty much all of them are worst kind of OC-centered cringe that I'd never share anywhere, even though I enjoyed making the pieces of them.

Enter last... October? November? Whatever. I opened a blank page and started typing out another "drop him into a new franchise and watch the insanity fly."​​

Except I dropped him into Hell. And he met this hellhound chick. And...​

And... well... I made it all the way through. And it... *hurt*. Not like tragedy-hurt, but... I don't know. It went places I never expected to go for me. And it had real heart in it. And it...

Yeah.

Anyway, after I finished it, I decided this one was finally worth sharing. Once it was ready.

It's not ready. I keep coming back to it. I'm never happy with it. But I'm at the point where I can't think of a way to make it any better for the first... 4/5 chapters or so. I think I can get the rest of them to a state where I'll feel comfortable posting them by the end of the year or so. I'm trying to finish polishing one a month​.

It's stupid, and I feel self-conscious about it, but I figure if I put real pain into it then it can't be completely cringe.

I'm rambling. I figure you peeps might appreciate having the option to look into it, if anyone wants to. Just in case anyone else wants to watch the journey I ended up going through.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/81830131

No pressure. Volunteer only. Hoped you Loona freaks would like it.

Fair warning: it's not there completely *just yet* - but it ends up getting pretty crazy. I think.