u/Anelsthesio

You are not a good man.

You are a knowing man, but passive by default

You are not a good man

You await handouts to be fed what is rut

You know what is good for you

You know your truth

But you remain weak

A passive man is a man that is too weak to face his desires

A weak man a man scared to face his desires

Face his desires no matter how dark

How honest

How far its reach

Your dark man is your masculine

It is real

Not seeking

Not searching

Not fighting

Just real

Find that dark man

And the gods of the semen retention will bless you fully

That man doesn’t contemplate his fully

He just acts

Doesn’t contemplate his passions

Because he has mastered it

And continues to master it

And resume it daily

Paying heed to it

Listening to it

Walking in it

Blistering the edge of its power as he finely tunes it

That is the power

That is the edge of spirituality

That is the liveness on the inside

That is the eternal libido

He must f**k it

And hold on to it as it’s life

As it is

Cheers.

For every time you try to relapse, ask yourself

“Who am I??”

It will reveal yourself to you. The action you take. The choices you choose. The identity you preside. The excuses you make. Every thing that flashes on to you reveals you.

Then you can get an opportunity to preside over it. Weigh it with your heart, see where it stands fit. Hold it in strongly as person.

Lust is always the Inferior move.

Till I am corrected, I have come to find that the practice of this journey must culminate on the physical level to the respect of the feminine essence around us. The feminine is an energy that encompasses everything from the very depths within our psyche, to our emotions, to our deep wounds, to our unmet needs, to our physical environment, to the women we encounter around us, to the God himself, whichever way we believe Him.

It is a deadly mistake to think the purpose of this practice is to simply attract women. Substitute women for God and you get why you manifest things easier when on retention. You get why the universe which is of feminine essence favors you. Then you get why the process unleashes your deep emotional wounds, suppressed desires and unhealed traumas while on it. Only if you’re conscious about it.

So you must seek this path as a healing journey. You are wasting your time no matter the length of your streak if you are not on a daily, getting closer to loving and embracing the feminine essence in all the excess it is manifesting itself around you. You must treat this energy like feedback, on where you have to be more gentle, loving, and healing to the world around you.

This is why you have been called to this path. As men, only a few of us believe or even find this practice hence we are owed a bigger responsibility. You are better off fapping and masturbating all day if you are not going to incorporate this energy respecting women, respecting the feminine essence, healing, observing, expressing, creating, centering and maintaining presence.

The Yin energy begs to be balanced by the Yang Masculine essence cultivated on this streak. Balance is all that is necessary. There is a deeper intelligence to this. That way if you even choose to consciously release, you can approach this with honor of the feminine and not just mindlessly wanking off or having sex with a stranger you haven’t built any connection with. The energy begs to be acknowledged, respected and recognized. And approached with caution and reverence.

A word is enough for the wise. Understand feminine energy. Understand the feminine essence. Understand the feminine component of your universe and of your work. Approach this process with dignity, with reverence and with respect of the divine order. Only then will this practice be worth your time and stop you from any harm.

Selah.

Icarus flew too close to the sun after his father had spun him wings. Lucifer, one of the most gifted archangels was cast down from heaven due to his pride requesting that he be as God or higher than God. Pride they say go before a fall.

Spirit and matter are two sides of the same coin, but in life, we are called to balance, the center, the middle way. On this path, there is a tendency to spiritual inflation. The feeling that one has attained higher progress than their fellow man. More righteous, more correct, more worthy, more powerful, viewing and holding on to only ones on view. Not caring the nature and position of others.

It is important that for every power attained on this journey one must balance it out with three equivalent acts of kindness. That way, you are not prone to inflation and you can balance things out. This is where transmutation comes in.

The Luciferic beings love the prideful man. And semen retention may provide fuel for it to latch on. So examine thyself. Know thyself. Stay grounded. And be honest with your instincts. Then you will not experience the wicked faith of experiencing a crashing fall like the adversaries before.