I don’t even know where to start. My emotions are all over the place. I got off of BC back in December and i know it can take awhile for my body to regulate back to my normal. But my cycle is not the same as it was. My hormones are so bad right before my period I get symptoms that’s are so conflicting with early pregnancy. I’ll puke, intense mood swings, my boobs swell and hurt then add the irregular cycles. I take tests and even when they come back negative there’s a part of me in denial.
I just want my brain to quiet down. Focusing on it makes it worse- I try distract myself with reading, spending time with my husband and son, crafting, etc. I cannot stop thinking about it. It took two years to conceive our son and the thought of having to go through that many cycles again has me hurting.