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Havoc may be a new tribe but gotDAMN am I proud of how much we’ve already got done. Planning and SO ready for #3 next year! Good ole Rustwraith is already being upgraded! (Will post updates in the future)

BE READY FOR MORE HAVOC TRANSPORT AND FUCKERY COMIN ATCHA IN 2027!

u/AntAvailable6039 — 9 days ago

EEG tomorrow

Absolutely dreading it. Luckily this one is a 4 hour one so I won’t be admitted but I HATE getting them. Any suggestions for unf*cking your hair after? Last few times I had them I was on medical leave from work so I had time to get it all out. Not this time gotta work the very next day 😩

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u/AntAvailable6039 — 3 months ago

Lamotrigine vs Keppra side effects.

So I am currently on both. 4000 mg a day of Keppra and 325 mg on Lamotrigine.

I have been on these for years and I think the side effects of these meds are well known to most people in this community.

A couple of months ago my Neuro upped my Lam. From 300 to 325. LAST month I suddenly got Bells Palsy. I don’t know if they’re related. But I do know that ever since she upped my dose my mental health has tanked. I consider myself a creative person. In many ways in fact. Costuming, drawing, painting… you get the idea. But I feel depleted. Like nothing inspires me and when I do get a flicker of inspiration. I can’t seem to execute it at ALL. My brain is so scattered I can’t seem to visualize like I used to to complete the task.

And the sudden rage I feel constantly is breaking me. I hate it. I’m self aware of all these things but I can’t seem to turn it off either. I know that can be common with Keppra and previously the side effects of THAT med have been mild.

The week the Bell’s palsy started I had 3 seizures in 18 hours which has never happened to me before.

I’m terrified to switch meds. But I dunno if lowering the dosage is an option either. I can’t get in to my neuro until Sept.

So I guess what I’m trying to ask here is. What should I be asking them when I DO see them? I don’t think that upping the lam. Helped. If anything it feels worse. I feel like a raging zombie most of the time.

Is it common for these side effects to start years later? And if they DO switch the meds. Has anyone had issues with having seizures during the transition? I’m just so lost. Even typing this I’m having a hard time keeping my head straight to put it into words 😩

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u/AntAvailable6039 — 3 months ago

How many times have yall used feeling “seizure-y” as an excuse to get out of something?

Some may not like this but let me tell you. Who’s gonna argue it!? 😂 no one wants someone having a seizure at their event or plans. I hold it in my back pocket for when I’m in DIRE need of an excuse. Can’t over exhaust it … BUT damn is it effective lol

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u/AntAvailable6039 — 3 months ago

Bell’s palsy and epilepsy

So in the last 48 hours I’ve had 3 seizures (uncommon for me to have them back to back) and gotten Bell’s palsy. It’s a nightmare. Has anyone else experienced something like this? I legit thought I was having a stroke!

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u/AntAvailable6039 — 4 months ago

Bell’s palsy and Epilepsy.

Hey everyone. Yesterday I developed Bell’s palsy out of nowhere. I’m so incredibly frustrated. As if the epilepsy wasn’t enough to deal with. I went and had acupuncture earlier today cause I’ve read that helps minimize Bell’s palsy. I have another session set up next week. But when I got home I had a seizure. Has anyone else been through this? I’m about to lose my shit I feel like I can’t catch a break 😩

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u/AntAvailable6039 — 4 months ago

Edge/boarder of pool feels like fiberglass to the touch.

I hope I’m in the right sub for this so excuse me if I’m wrong for posting here.

We’ve had our 20ft x 48 in round pool for about 2 years now. Where we live there’s pretty high temps through out the summer. This isn’t my first above ground but this is the second pool I’ve had this issue. The vinyl wears down around the top ledge and starts to tear your skin up like fiberglass.

I know it’s not uncommon as I’ve seen similar posts in the past. But there’s a myriad of advice out there and I’d like some suggestions. The first pool I tried to fix this with I read using flex seal and painting the edges with a light coat will help with this. It technically did but it never fully cured properly (either this was my application error or it simply isn’t a good fix… I’m not sure) but it felt sticky for the remainder of the time we had that pool.

Well. Years later Second pool same issue after a couple summers. I’m debating on attempting a clear coat again… but I’m afraid of the stickiness issue again. before I do I had also considered RV waterproof roofing tape.

I’d really appreciate any input (why or why not these may not work) and if you have any suggestions to alternative solutions. Thanks!

EDIT TO ADD: we are currently running on a salt water system if that matters at all lol

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u/AntAvailable6039 — 4 months ago

Can he be saved?

I’ll start by saying just how angry I am. My ex and I split about 2 years ago. We have 2 pitties. My ONLY request during the breakup was to be able to see them occasionally. That agreement was only honored ONCE. I ask him regularly about them and he has said every single time they’re doing great! No pics (despite my asking) last week he finally reached out and said he thinks we’re going to have to put one of them down. For context this dog isn’t young. He’s about 12 years old. I’m not naive. I know he’s getting up there for a pitbull. But I’m so incredibly frustrated he let THREE of these tumors grow in such a short amount of time with zero vet visits. Even after I told him that should they ever need it I will pay the vet bills and all he needs to do is tell me. Thing is. I don’t know if they’re benign. A mutual friend told me they saw the dog back in December and they had little lumps but nothing like this. So that means in 5 months he’s being aggressively swallowed by these things. He wants to put him down. I agree there is likely no ethical way to help him but I cannot stand the idea of not taking him to a vet for at LEAST an evaluation. (He has been calling places that come to the house to put pets down not veterinarian offices) can someone please tell me whether this is actually the ethical way to handle this or not? I feel like such a failure to this poor boy. My heart is broken. I know tumors CAN be removed but judging on how quickly they grew and his age… it’s not looking good.

u/AntAvailable6039 — 5 months ago

Making black buttercream is a B*TCH luckily it turned out lol a 5 layer spin on tres leches. Not AS thoroughly soaked as a traditional one but made up for it with a whipped tres leches filling!

u/AntAvailable6039 — 6 months ago