Advice appreciated 💛
Looking for someone to tell me ANYTHING helpful. Long story short back in 2020 I was a heavy everyday user of the 🍃. My cousin invited me over to a party with a few friends plus her bf at the times brother who is a veteran. He was offering people at our small table to hit his wax pen and i was dumb enough to accept. That night I severeeeeely greened out to the point where I accepted the fact that I was going to die. Fast forward now for the past 6 years I've had severe panic disorder. Multiple panic attacks a day. Can't leave my house without having panic attacks, medicine doesn't help (refusing benzos). At this point I've become a master at just having panic attacks and still pushing through with work, school and anything else I need to do but I really want to know if someone has experienced a similar situation and has recovered. I'm getting to a point where I don't know how much longer I can live like this. I see another new therapist in 2 weeks but I'm just looking for a miracle at this point.
Thank you