u/Apple-Sauce-46

Usually i hate writing vent posts, but i have no one to share this with so here i go ig. So i got 95% in 10th, which is huge for me because i have almost never scored above 80% in my school examination, and no one expected a dumbass like me to score this good, not even my parents. Although i do admit, i hadn't made use of my full potential, but i did push myself to work till some extent. Ofc like any other kid, i expected my parents to be happy, and perhaps, a gift too. Now don't get me wrong, they were happy, but they just treated this like any other small achievement. I didn't expect much appreciation at all alright, but what i did expect was no goddamn kalesh for one fucking day. They made me cry 3 times throughout the day. Why? because i was celebrating too much. I was happy alright, i was happy for once and they just couldnt see a smile on my face. "This is a past achievement" "your marks do not matter for jee" "move on" and they made it all about me not waking up early, not studying enough for jee and shit. I admit i am at fault for not studying a lot, BUT COULD WE POSTPONE THIS TALK FOR TOMMORW???? At the end, we resolved our conflict a bit, and i sat in my room for some peace. Now this shit happened with my dad, NOW MY MUM CAME IN AND STARTED LECTURING. so obivously i got very pissed and gave her a lowkey mean glare. which she let go for a while. NOW AT FUCKING 3AM SHE STARTS THROWING TABLES AROUND BECAUSE SHE DIDNT LIKE HOW I LOOKED AT HER???? OMGGOMG GIVE ME A FUCKINGGG BREAKKKK. this happens everyday. The least they couldve done is NOT DONE THIS. i fucking hate this, why can i not be appreciated?