Life advice
Surprise, its me again. The exam kid. And as the title suggests, I'm asking for some life advice. Well, this post is more of a ranting for me.
First of all, let's establish some grounds for us to stand on. I went to a SMK , and my class is the most middling of all. Literally separating the worst from the best. I supposed my class is leaning more towards the worst.
I ended up here because of the hellish result I got for UASA, (2A, 3B, 3C & 1 fail). Most of my friends ended up in DLP studying chemistry, physics and bio, while I'm studying geo and psv alone. But starting form 4 you could say that I locked in. And boom, 5As (solid). Realized that I'm a bit more talented than I have thought. And if you're wondering why do I have add. Math as one of my subjects? My school allows students to take extra subjects if they wanted to (though addmath is not included in one of those 5As and I don't want to talk about it because of how shit I did).
So now, I'm really just wondering about my future. I'm a tiramisu a.k.a my English is way better than my BM (in terms of CEFR, I'm C1 bordering C2). I also have a clean student record. I don't smoke, didnt vape and never cause any trouble. My dream is always to study abroad, and that's what I'm fearing the most. I don't have fancy subjects like chemist or bio and I fear that the class I'm in will hold me from going abroad. Made me hate myself for not trying during UASA.
What should I do?
And thank you for listening to a 16 yo ranting about his future, I really appreciate it 🐦.