u/ArisBatman

my 63 year old father just got diagnosed with ALS today. it's 4am, i can't sleep, i don't know what to do or think. i just keep crying. my mom wants a second opinion, and everyone says to have hope, but i knew he was dying before he was even diagnosed. i feel like i spoke it into existence and i jinxed it somehow. i know that's probably not the case but i feel so guilty. i don't even know what to do right now.