I feel like I've lost my connection to Hermes
I used to love talking to Hermes and it was such a comfort and he used to have this happy/exciting energy but it's been a while since I last felt that way when I talked to him. I'm not exactly a devoted follower that talks to him and makes offerings everyday so at first I was like "yeah must be the fact that I haven't really been a good worshiper" but it's been more than half a year and his friendly, happy energy is gone, in fact I feel nothing when I talk to him and when I do divination his answers are cold and to the point, unlike how they used to be.
I feel like he's sick of me. This is me being too self absorbed and thinking I'm so important but I can't help the feeling dispite knowing that.
I've asked him directly and he's said no, he's not sick of me but he doesn't want to talk to me that much and it just hurts so much even if I have a suspicion that that's probably me not doing my divination right... idk I feel so lost on what to do... I don't want to loos my relationship with him