Riding burnout
I don’t know what to do. I feel extremely burnt out and not enjoying riding anymore. Whenever I think of quitting I don’t want to fully commit but whenever I don’t have riding I feel so much better, less stressed, and everything. I don’t want to fully stop cause then it feels like I’m throwing 5-6 years down the drain and that money. I transferred barns and I don’t love the place or the owner (not cause she’s abusive towards her horses). I don’t want to go back because my old place was a lot worse. I’ve been feeling this burnout for months and I just can’t seem to get out of it. I don’t know what to do.
Edit: I also don’t want to quit because I’m slightly scared that if I want to go back it’ll be really hard and my friends will be at a much higher level