u/AshleyyLovelace

I was scrolling and just saw that I was unbanned from the main page. Anyone else too?

Just wondering. I have tried a few of my tuning forks on my dogs and they have freaked out. Why?

Just wondering. I have tried a few of my tuning forks on my dogs and they have freaked out. Why?

FIRST OF ALL: I am NOT asking for money!!! Please don't think that, I didn't need your money for many years, I don't need your money now!! I am just venting....

Recently, I have been seeing strangers on the internet helping people who claim to be homeless. There is even a TikToker who is in the SAME EXACT situation I am in and people are just sending her money.

I have never DARED to ask people for help especially on the internet!! I always thought I would get cussed out and made to feel like I was some piece of shit for being in the situation I am in to begin with!!!

Like, I have been homeless for 7-8 years now, living in motels and my car most of the time. Struggling super badly. The VERY few times I have asked for help from individuals I am made to feel small and disgusting; like I did something wrong by asking.

So, I just took care of myself by only buying what I needed and budgeting like crazy and only getting a motel when I needed to shower or lay down in a bed because my ankles are starting to swell with water really bad and I knew I needed to sleep.

It's just really baffling how people are all of a sudden giving a fuck. Thats all.

I am trying to get a real job instead of just working these small gigs and selling my graphic designs. I am trying to renew my license but I don't have anything to put for my address or even a mailing address to receive my new license. This is just bullshit. I can't get a job if I can't even do my i9 because I don't have the proper government identification and can't get it because I don't have a fucking home address! I dont know what to do anymore. They tell you to get a job and be a productive member of society but then they make it impossible to do so.

On his way home from work after a 18 hour shift he was half way home before he started to swerve because he was falling asleep at the wheel. Instead of risking it he decided to just get off the freeway and sleep for a couple hours before driving the rest of the way home. While he was leaning his seat back he saw these super bright lights that were like blinding his vision. All of a sudden he got this overwhelming feeling to drive so he started his truck and put it in drive and drove. All of a sudden he wasn't tired anymore and he felt like he was being controlled by something. He was fighting against this thing as hard as he could but he couldn't get back full control. Whatever this was it was trying to make him do something but after putting all his strength into one last try to take back control he was able to break free from it and regain full control of his body movements. He tells me that he doesn't believe it was anything out of this world or paranormal. I'm not convinced it's not just yet. He did mention that he was parked right in front of two high-voltage electric transmission lines so close that he said he could hear them buzzing so loud that he couldn't hear his own thoughts and he was having a hard time getting to sleep.

Has anyone else have a similar experience?